March 28, 2009

• I am all a-flutter, flushed from the fearful desire to fall and having nowhere firm to land.

  Dreams:

  Jesse called and woke me up in the middle of a dream this morning, so I had the chance to repeat for her all the ones I could remember. In reverse chronological order:

  - I was Snape, from Harry Potter, collecting magical candies from a buffet table that would be somehow useful before I went off to fight Voldemort. One of the kinds of candies was made of black, compressed crumbs/dust that made you invisible if you snorted it. Last I remember (before she woke me up), I was jumping out a window with nothing to hold onto except candy bungee-cords. (Spearmint Greens, whites, some reds)

  - My sister was very sick, and taken to Quarantine. It was night-time and snowing. I was trying to get into the compound where they were keeping her. In retrospect, it was sort of set up like a very grid-like zoo, with people in individual cubicles that were open on one side. I was afraid she was dying, but I don't think I found her.

  - I was on a crowded subway car, and was knocked into / lay into someone's lap. The train was so crowded that I couldn't get up again. A man entered. He was planning to kill a list of people on the train. He told me that I was not on the list, but that I was going to die as part of his plan to kill someone else. I was on my back and couldn't move. He crushed my ribcage and heart with his elbow. (Pale yellow)

  - I was hanging out with friends. A guy friend/acquaintance of mine hugged me (held me?) and told me that he loved me. I realized that I loved him too and told him so.

  The last (first of the night, last in the list) is a recurring theme for me. I started having these dreams in November, had though I've had the last month or a bit off. It seems like they may be starting up again. Usually with different people, though I think this particular person has featured before.

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